..ouuff kati egrapsa gia arxh!einai toso dyskolo na ekfraseis me lekseis ola auta pou mporei na strovilizontai mesa sto myalo s..oi idees moiazoun me fylla...alla kseramena,etoima gia aposynthesh (palies skepseis,idees,provlhmatismoi) k alla etoima na vgoun twra sto dentro pou onomazetai mualo (nees skepseis ktl)...k ksafnika fysaei..k skorpane..xanontai..ta psaxneis...tha dialeksw loipon sth tyxh merika ap' auta ta fyllarakia k tha prospa8hsw na ta parousiasw m' enan katanohto tropo...an yparxei...
..gia kapoio logo auth th stigmh sto myalo m einai kollhmenh h leksh oneira...xa ti leksh k auth!!polu prospa8hsan na ta ekshghsoun,na ta orisoun,na riksoun ligo fws sto kataskoteino peplo pou ta synodeuei...me th leksh oneira dn thelw na meinw mono sta oneira pou mporeis na deis kata th diarkeia tou ypnou..auta ta perierga dld kataskeuasmata ths psyxhs pou erxontai k feygoun to idio magika k anekshghta...alla thelw na symperilavw k ta oneira ws filodoksies,ta oneira pou PREPEI na exei o kathenas gia thn zwh t...mia mikrografia tou mellontos dld...dystyxws omws toso ypokeimenikh..panta tha yparxei kati ekei eksw pou tha empodisei auta ta oneira,tha ta gkremisei..eite thelontas to eite oxi...dn exei shmasia omws..tosa symvainoun..skopos einai na shkwnesai pali,na kseskonizeis ta rouxa s,na shkwneis pshla to kefali k na koitas mprosta,na koitas ton hlio,na koitas ton ourano...mm ton ourano..tha mporousa na kathomai gia wres me to vlemma karfwmeno s' auton k na taksideuw sto saghneutiko tou galazio..xwris na skeftomai kati sugkekrimeno..apla xazeuontas..synodeuomenos apo ena anekshghto synais8hma euforias..I know,perierges stigmes m..epistrefw ksana..na shkwnesai loipon k na synexizeis..dyskolo to kserw alla etsi prepei na ginetai..tpt dn xanetai logw mias atyxhs stigmhs..k an xanetai panta erxetai kati allo..mn stamatas loipon pote...yparxoun tosoi dromoi mprosta...akindynoi... epikindynoi...skoteinoi...pote dn ksereis poion tha epilekseis..h' mallon..vlakeies lew...pote dn MPOREIS na ksereis..dn einai thema epiloghs..merika pragmata erxontai etsi..xwris na ta dialegeis..eite sta fortwnoun alloi..eite ta dialegeis esy k telika se odhgoun allou..oxi ekei pou arxikws fantazosoun...ahh nomizw mperdeuthka k sas mperdepsa...alla m aresei auto gt o kathenas mporei na vgalei ta dika t symperasmata..gia ta oneira-kryfes filodoksies gia thn wra dn tha pw kati perissotero..sigoura omws tha epanelthw...
Prin ftasw sto telos auths ths maxhs me tis skepseis m..(pali dn vghka nikhths,pali dn phra apanthseis..pou na me kaluptoun toulaxiston :-/ ) tha pw allh mia leskh kleidi...FILIA...an oxi to kalytero..isws ena apo ta kalytera opla pou exeis sth faretra s sto pedio ths maxhs pou onomazetai zwh...filoi,files...atoma pou einai etoima na se sthriksoun,na sou poun thn kouventa pou toso polu anazhtas k pou tha se lytrwsei..atoma me idiaitera xarismata k as epimenoun pws dn aksizoun k bla bla bla...k omws aksizoun k aksizoun para polla..k as mn to vlepoun..to vlepw egw,to ektimw egw,to katalavainw egw...makari na mporousa na eixa ena..xmm..ravdaki!!..gia na tous kanw na to doun,na to ektimhsoun k na to katalavoun k autoi..opws to kanw egw..mesa apo ta dika m matia...to ligotero pou mporeis na kaneis gi' auta t' atoma einai na statheis k esy dipla tous..k ti dn tha edina gia na tous vlepw panta xamogelastous,me auth thn trelh k paranoikh diathesh pou kouvaloun orismenes stigmes..otan einai ontws xamogelastoi...to aksizoun..auto einai to mono sigouro...oi filoi einai anektimhtoi,elaxistoi k spanioi...tous metras sta daxtyla s...
Nomizw pws kapou edw prepei na valw teleia...paralogo dn einai na mn lew ola ta parapanw mprosta se allous k na kathomai edw,s' ena apsyxo kataskeuasma ths anthrwpinhs idiofyias (pou merikes fores strefetai enantion mas) k na ta grafw..les k tha lavw apanthsh h' kapoio neuma pou tha me kanei na niwsw omorfa wste na synexisw...parakseno??sigoura...telos pantwn..dn kserw pws na kleisw..mm..mallon m' ena..ta leme..dn m' aresei to antio..gt mporei na shmainei oti dn yparxei epistrofh..ahh na 'mai pali arxisa na lew diafora...TA LEME :-) (gia tyxon la8h...mm..ok dn kserw..apla mn dwsete shmasia h' kati tetoio)
P.S : NA MN KSEXASOUME NA ZHSOUME...(THN KATHE STIGMH)..H ZWH EINAI MIKRH..AS MN THN MIKRYNOYME K ALLO...
Oneirevomai ara uparxw h uparxw ara oneirevomai? thelw na pistevw sto prwto..
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